I am wary on putting my thoughts about Ash Wednesday. I don’t want to write something wrong about it. Then I realized, I’ve made countless mistakes already. It’s okay. All the more I think it is more suitable to talk about it.
Ash Wednesday is widely observed not only among Catholics but also many other Christians too. It is one of the most popular and important holy days in the liturgical calendar. It opens Lent season, a time of fasting and prayer.
Personally, I have always observed it every year since I can remember. I have understood at an early age that we are dust and to dust, we shall return. It is a great reminder of what we were and our future. Because I’ve done it year after year, I admit that sometimes I would go just to get the ashes because I’m expected to or I don’t want to get the feeling of being guilty if I don’t. Sometimes, I have lost its true meaning.
My almost 8-yr old daughter and I had a conversation about it one night. We exchanged thoughts about how we are a “dust.” She even blurted out and said, “I wish Adam and Eve never ate the apple. The world will never have all these bad things.” And it’s true! We concluded our talk with what she is going to pray, fast, and give alms.
While my daughter has been faithfully doing her prayer and penance everyday, I have been complacent on mine. It has been our prayer even before Lent started to experience a meaningful season. I was waiting for that striking feeling of need to do it but no, I have to choose to act on it. I need to do my part of seeking, leaning, and relying more to Him.
Today, I am happily sharing with you that I am revisiting and reviving the true meaning and observation of Lent.
(I am sharing a photo of my youngest, Esther, because she feels proud to get it and she’s cute.)
Joel 2:12, “Return to me with all your heart, with fasting and weeping and mourning.”
Mark 1:15, “The kingdom of God has come near. Repent and believe the good news!”